So I am very sad today. Today I went to the gym and when I got back, I took a shower (of course. I'm not as stinky as you guys think!!) When I was trying to tame down my hair afterwards (that's about all one can do with this), I realized that now my hair is sooooo thinned out, I've never lost this much before, and it made me very very sad. So I ate breakfast so I could wait for it to be late enough then I called Paul and cried. And I really wish there was someone here to give me a hug. Because I don't want to go bald. And they say that if your hair grows back afterwards then it grows back different, and I like my curly impossible hair. So I am very sad and scared about this going bald. And I don't look good in hats. So I think I will have to get those little scarf things that people wear, you know the thin ones...there is a girl at my work that wears one that i think is made out of a tie and it is cute.

Anyways I thought I could handle this until it actually started happening and then it's a whole lot scarier than you'd think.



Also another kid at bridget's school that is our age died mysteriously. (Bridget! This is getting to be like final destination!! don't get dead!!) I think (about the mysterious part, cause I couldn't quite understand her phone message). and i looked online at the UWEC website to find their newspaper which I couldnt, but I did see a bit of information that said that free nicotine patches are now being offered at the student clinic. which i thought was interesting. The end.