Huh. I was positive that I had posted since last Wednesday about these kick-ass jobs I'm applying for. Apparently not. Well, I am applying for two kick-ass jobs. One right now. And I am so nervous and panicky about this that I do believe that I am either about to cry or throw up. Or both, given that I usually cry when I throw up. Oookkk, probably more than you wanted to think about.

Anyway so my stomach is not doing well and i keep getting that panicky feeling in my lungs and i think i need to go send that goddamn thing in so that I can just forget about it for the night. but man would it be awesome to get this job.